bored as usual

Today is a boring day for me. So was yesterday. Yes, as usual. I seriously hate wasting my time away like this. It's jus so.. unbearable. The boredom. I should be out there somewhere doing something. But i dunnoe what. I came online last night and wanted to blog. But after i typed a whole chunk of stuff, i deleted everything as i had the sudden urge of not wanting to post it.

CNY is coming. Think i mentioned i haven't bought any new clothes yet. And my mom is nagging at me to pack my room. Esp my table, which is in a mess right now. My clean clothes are chucked everywhere. I dun hv the mood to fold 'em. Actually, i'm nt even sure which day CNY falls on? Izzit next wed? Yeah.. yeah it is. (i'm looking at the calender) Now den i noe the exact day. Ah.. whatever. But after CNY, the day to collecting my Os results will be closer. I really dunnoe what kinda results i'll get. I seriously hope it's good.

Neeways. I realized that i have been like doing a little bit of comparsions btw me and some people around me. Physical comparisions. And it sucks when u see that people are better den u in some aspects. And u noe, u can't help but feel a little... envious? And u feel abit inferior abt urself and u feel bitter inside? Now now, i noe i shouldn't compare too much. But hey, it's human nature right? Den i was reading this email Faye sent me and this sentence conked me on the head. "If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter." Wheet~ Right in ma face. Haha ok. So everyone. Jus be urself. Dun try too hard to be somebody else. Coz u urself, are one special person. (: (Geez, how 'advice-ful')

Lucky it's the weekend tmr. My family will be at home and i wun be so bored. I hope i can get the job at GC. (:
Oh yeah, found this pic and tot that it was cute.