Jaco van de Hoven is one of the most beautiful being i've come across lately.

Today marks the end of my one month plus mugging ordeal. Had my final paper for the semester today. I started revising for it since like the beginning of October? I've hardly even stepped out of the house since then. I literally felt like a loner with no life. But that's because i have the tendency to feel guilty about not studying and i really had too many chapters to go through. I didn't want any time to be wasted. Thus i kept myself in home prison. I didn't want to say the same damn thing of i wish i've started studying earlier. Happened too many times.

I'm pretty sure i'll do okay with all my papers this time around. Well, maybe for one. I keep worrying over it. I am so sick of such feelings. I really dont know what to make out of the situation if i fail that module. It isn't that i didn't study enough for it. But somehow i just feel that i haven't done it good enough on hindsight. Results will be out on 1st December. It's make or break for me. Lord hear my prayers...

I'm excited to see Pepper tomorrow, and for the rest of the holidays. She's such a cutiepie. Although she stinks. It even makes me gag sometimes. I don't know whats the cause of it but it might be due to her previous skin allergy. I wish the smell will go away. Then, she'll be my perfect pet.

Getaway to a beach resort in Malaysia this weekend with the family. What do i look forward to the most? Mmm, the buffet meals i guess. Lol. I hope it's good. But i'm gonna try to go for the healthier and less calorie piling stuff. I've decided to use this holiday to workout and eat healthier. I'm determined to become slightly thinner and toned and shed a couple of kilos. I can't stand how i've given up wearing most of my tank tops recently due to my tummy. Been doing alot of planks and flutter kicks recently though. I feel my abs harden, but they're hardly showing yet.

Korean BBQ lunch with the class, Malaysia during the weekends, FTT next weekend. Workout for the rest. I hope i'll be able to do some temporary stint for some cash.

This year has been a spiritually weak one for me. I think i've not been to church since the beginning of the year. I'm thinking to head back during Christmas. I hope B can come attend it with me.

TO BE UPDATED...

Comtemplating going for this colour for my hair. It's Sweet Pink by Liese Bubble Hair Colour. I think i prefer deep reds over browns as the latter is too common. I hope this wont turn out too red. Based on my previous experience with this hair dye i find that the color gets brighter through time.

I need a hair cut too. Till somewhere shoulder length and maybe an inch or two longer. I'm sick of haircuts which ends up with little difference. I dont have a hairstylist which i always head back to. Time i found one and stick to him.

Hopefully i'll be able to get this hairy situation done by the end of this month.

I was feeling pretty moody today as my mom didn't allow me to go to BKK. Because she thinks i've been spending way too much recently. Not that im not aware of that. And that it has only been about half a year since my last trip there. But the sale fare was too tempting to forgo. Threw my temper at her a little.

Dad spoke to me in the car about the fuss i was making. I told him i'm not fussing anymore as i wasnt intending on the trip already. He told me we should forgo all these short trips including a talked about Taiwan trip during this year end and set aside a bigger sum of cash for maybe a trip to somewhere further like Japan. I swore my eyes lighted up when he said Japan but he didnt noticed it cause i was facing out the window. So i just blabbered ok Japan it is.

I think my dad wants to go to Japan too. Both of us like to watch Japan Hour on tv every sunday. I feel a sense of peace and silent elation and awe whenever i see those wonderful places, peoples and everything in Japan. It's like the best damn thing in the world. Japan i hope to come for you soon.

When a song stirs a memory, when motes of dust turning in a shaft of light takes your attention from the world, when you listen to a train passing on a track at night in the distance and wonder where it might be going, you step beyond who you are and where you are. For the briefest of instants, you have stepped into the magic realm.


That’s what I believe.

So my new bed and wardrobe was delivered yesterday evening. Everyone woke up earlier than usual to start shifting our old stuff and all to make way for the new ones. After clearing out the room, i had to paint my wall a little as well. It was tiring. But fun in its own way. But it was tiring.

I'm satisfied with my new bed and wardrobe i guess. Anyway, when the delivery guy brought my blue bed frame into my room, he made a remark which got me thinking something random after that. As he moved my bed frame into place he commented that i must love blue alot. The bed is blue. And i happened to be wearing a blue tshirt as well. I got caught offguard for a moment so i just chuckled.

The thing is, blue is not my favourite colour. But i realised i actually have alot of stuff in blue. Clothes, nail polish, bags. My favourite color is actually purple and black. Ok black aside because you can totally tell i like black by looking through my wardrobe and stuff. The problem is purple. I love purple but come to think of it i dont have many items around me in purple. Well clothes for obvious reasons it'll be abit of a challenge to match and pull off purple apparels. But purple. It's one of my favourite color but it's exists much lesser than blue around me.

I mean i could not care less about how mismatch my outfits might be by donning on purple clothes every other day because it's my favourite. Like those girls who like pink and every damn thing they have and wear is so damn pink it's an eyesore. It's like please we know you like pink but pink sure doesnt like you. Pink fur boots are you freaking kidding me? You get my drift.

Anyway i've sorta come to a conclusion that blue is actually my 'safe' colour. I wouldn't call it my favourite. I dont like it. But i dont hate it as well. What could go wrong with blue? Nothing. Unless it's food. But we're talking about everyday items here. It's a 'safe' colour for me. So no you presumptuous delivery guy blue aint my favourite colour. I just happened to be wearing a tshirt in blue. Actually, only the sleeves were blue. He actually made an ASS out of U and ME with such a small quantity of observation.

Ok this rant was totally random good for you if you read till the end. =)