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I want a new hp. Went to Singtel to look at phones juz now. And my eyes caught SGH-e600c. But the price's a little too steep for me to afford. Then saw another one. Panasonic x400. Not bad lah. Quite sleek. :p But i still prefer the samsung one. Whatever. I'm gonna try to get one of the phones.
Oh, i did say i will be gg to Msia for a few days next week huh? Actually it's a church camp. Hai.. all i know is church camps can be kinda boring. I just looked through the camp programme and I AIN'T TOO EXCITED ABOUT IT. Damn. Yes, it's boring. Argh. I hate going to places or events which are boring and you dun really know many pple. But u have to pretend u are feeling "haha oh this whole thing is so fun" and try to be nice to everybody and smile at pple whom i dunnoe. Kill me. It sucks. Ok i admit i'm kinda a loner at church now.(gosh i feel pathetic saying this) But things weren't like this last time. Probably becoz some of my friends in church and me got drifted apart over the years... U get what i mean. Hey man u meet new pple everyday and church is only once a wk when we meet each other. WHATEVER. I am not looking forward to this trip. I'll bring my discman for companion. But i seriously hope things wun be as bad or boring as i think.. Help..