In the midst of finding a new job at the moment. Most friends and family have been telling me to get a full-time job instead of temping around. First of all a full time job will have the company benefits and all. Plus, i wouldn't have to worry about another job hunt again within the time span of a couple of months. But to me, i prefer doing a part time job at the moment because i still wanna continue my studies next year. If i take up a full time job, wouldn't it be ridiculous to be leaving the company in a year or less than that? Let's say if i'm going back to school after that. I mean, which company will wanna employ if they find out i dont intend to stay for long as i wanna continue with my studies next year? That is why i think i'll prefer sticking to a longer term part time job.
One of my friends told me before i continue with my studies and graduate, i have to start getting used to working full time first. I realised i have to agree with that. But to me it is the fact that i have to get used to working first. I realised that i haven't gotten used to working life at all. I actually dont like it. And i feel sick at the fact that working life is going to be the reality i'll have to face very, very soon.
Am i the only one feeling this way? I feel sick at the thought of living with a nine to five job in the future. A routined work life. It worries me. I'm worried for myself. How the hell am i gonna earn a living in the future?
I really have to change some of the stuff i think and feel about.
I was reading something the other day and i realised i have the same sentiments as what one girl said. I love fashion, style and all the wonderful stuff, but i actually kinda dislike shopping. YES I DISLIKE SHOPPING, to a certain extent. I dont feel excited about retail therapy all the time. Or i'll rather say that i need to have the mood in order to shop. Else, i'll just be following whoever is with me blindly as they shop. I'll just feel very bored.
Am i not your typical girl? I dislike shopping. I dislike chocolate. LOL.
Whenever i flipped through the TV channels and come across the Martha Stewart show, i think to myself. What the heck are those guys doing in the audience? Did they willingly, genuninely wanted to go watch her show? Because myself as girl, i have no interest in whatever Martha has to offer. Half the time on the show she's showing audiences how to do crafts, gardening and stuff so come on, how can the guys get through with that on the show. Even the Rachael Ray's show is more entertaining. Well, at least i enjoy her cooking section. I like watching her whip up some pretty amazing meals in such a time limit. I know Martha Stewart does culinary on her show as well but somehow, it's different. =x
Ok maybe those guys in the audience really love crafts and gardening.
I believe the world will not come to end in the year 2012. Why? Because i believe the Psychic Twins! (i want to!) I think they're pretty amazing. If you wanna know who they are you can try googling them or watching them on YouTube on the Tyra Banks show. =)
All the hype that's circulating about 2012. Natural disasters will happen. Volcano eruptions, earthquakes, floods, ice age, or even everyone being burnt to death. Scary huh. I got chills when i watched the trailer for the 2012 movie, the way the entire ocean engulfs the entire land. The end of human kind. A wipeout. A rebirth.
Actually i also believe what is said in the Bible. It was reminded to me by my colleague. And i felt relieved and comforted.
Genesis 9:11. "I establish my convenant with you: Never again will all life be cut off by the waters of a flood; never again will there be a flood to destroy the earth."
God promised that after the Noah's Ark incident. The other time we were discussing what if in 2012 the entire ocean swept across the land and that will be the end of all of us. There definitely wouldn't be a flood, like depicted in the movie as well. Which kinda scared me.
Wow this is the first time i actually quoted something from the Bible on my blog. =D
Now, what next?
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