Still in the midst of trying to get a job. Have already been to quite a few interviews since i starting sending my resumes out. But it's kinda disheartening when no one gets back to you. Makes me feel kinda lousy. How else am i suppose to do?

I'll most probably be studying next year. I hope that i'll be movativated and disciplined enough to be studying again when schools starts. The university fees isn't cheap at all. I really hope i can do something for myself and somehow make my parents feel that they've put their money to good use.

I was talking to Ven the other day and i really agree that the sg market is really too small for everything. In sg it would be more practical to study something like business, law, science etc due to what the sg job market has to offer. Sucks. I can't even decide to take mass comm without worrying about what job can i secured in the mini media industry sg has.

21 is the age which many would assume as being an adult. But being that age now i really dont feel anything different. I guess as you grow older and continue with life all you'll have are heavier responsibilites and more difficult decisions to make. Sometimes you wish you can just be a kid again.

I think life is very intriging. The fact that you exist in this world is already pretty amazing. And you'll never know when your time is up. So since you're given a chance to live your life, aren't you suppose to live it the way you want it to be? Dare to be different. Be doing what you aspire. Sounds easy but yet not easy to achieve. It's only now i fully comprehend Bon Jovi's lyrics. It's your life. And it's now or never. Because you ain't gonna live forever.

So true. Life is short. Will i look back in time when i'm old and be glad and contented with all my life choices? Will i be able to die without regrets? Actually i might not even have the chance to be old. No one knows the future. You may lose your life tomorrow. Cliche as it sounds but so true, live your everyday like it's the last.

I'll be slacking away until the day i finally get a job. I pray that day will come soon. Cause i really need to gain more working experience and earn more cash. And also i really need to be saved from my mom's incessant, repetitive nagging omg. (wah i tell you damn bth). Sometimes the stuff she says can be really ridiculous. Anyway i've been spending alot of time with bf because he's entering the army soon. Sigh.

I'm actually typing whatever that came to my mind so pardon me if some stuff doesn't makes sense or the sentence structuring seems weird because i cannot really be bothered to think....

Yes i dont even want to find the proper words to finish my previous sentence.

Anyways, check out this girl's interview. She wears bigini and loves leopard prince and zipbra prince with dark genes.



By the end of it you'll be thinking what i thought as well. How the heck did she became a contestant?