I remembered there was once when i was still unattached, i told this to my girlfriends; if i have a boyfriend, i'll be a really good girlfriend to him and i'll treat him really well.

Fast forward to the present, that wasn't really the case. In fact, the present me should give two fucking tight slaps to the past me who said that then.

I almost screwed things up big time. Huge. Everything seemed like a really bad dream.

Too many stuff was taken for granted and this thing called cherish had ended up buried and hidden amongst all the other temptations and factors.

Too much tears was wasted.

A final chance is given. A change is needed. The present and future needs to be cherished.