Let's see what's going with my school stuff now.

Stuff going on this coming week

> Netinfra Q&A session on Tuesday

>Wireless quiz on Friday

>DMSD quiz on Friday

>Psychology exam on Saturday

Verdict: Haven't started revising for any yet.

Projects to be completed and handed in soon

>Mobcom project

>Inetcapp Java project

>Database project

Verdict: One's kinda just started. One's kinda halfway there but stuck. And one's almost done.

More stuff just round the corner

>Netinfra, Mobcom and Wireless exams falling between the 24th to 31st of August.

Verdict: Definitely haven't started studying for any yet.

I shall be free after the 31st of August, which comes the 2 months holidays. But i have to complete all the shit that's stated above first before i can enjoy my rest. And i have no idea how i might be able to do everything well. Everything now spells s-t-r-e-s-s.

I'm kinda more stressed out by Java because it's something i hate and most of the time clueless about. And there's also Database, Mobcom codings..... WAIT. It's basically EVERYTHING. Including smarter and more hardworking people around me who keep making me feel i must pull up my socks even more. I think i have to pull up mine waist-high.

I even feel useless at times. And even angry at myself for not knowing how to do my work sometimes when i see people around me who seem to know everything and completing their tasks well. And it's not helping knowing that the datelines for tasks are approaching so quick, but my workload isn't getting any lesser.

You know, if sucide wasn't something that requires alot of courage, something that doesn't need much of a reason to do so, something that doesn't leave sadness behind for my loved ones, and it's not considered a sin by taking your own life, i might probably be dead by now.

What am i saying? I wont do that. It's the stress settling in. And i shouldn't be letting it get into me. I'm studying Psychology now! And they just taught us about stress management last week. Gawd! -.-

And when i'm stressed, i cry because i miss you even more. =/ And i wish i'm in your arms at the very moment.

Sigh. Fuck school.