What happened to the "i'm looking forward to school" feeling when i was about to enter poly? I used to wonder what lies ahead for me in poly. Excited. I thought things were gonna be real fun. Including studies. I told myself since everything is a new start, i will do my best to work hard in studies.
What crap.
Everything now seems to be going in the opposite direction instead.
And i'm trying my best to steer it back to the right direction. I hope i suceed.
Recently, i've been trying to suppress this particular feeling inside of me. A part of me likes this feeling, but the other part knows i have to stop. It doesn't do me any good either if it's continued. Unless the same feelings are shared.
It'll go away soon. I hope.
And please, just one more chance? No actually, i want a couple more.
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