Tuning to: Endless Rain - X-Japan

Term tests all coming up next week. I'm not even halfway there with my revision yet. Yeah, talk about motivation.

Sometimes i feel like i can hate some of my classmates when i see them working so hard. So full of enthusiasm taking down notes and stuff during lectures, while i just sit there twirling my pen in my hand and drifting off to dreamland. Most of time when i looked on as they scribble away, i always wonder what the hell are they writing. Got so many notes to take down meh? Some even copied down whatever small crap diagram the lecturer doodled on the transparency. That makes me roll my eyes sometime. Or when some of them grin in satisfaction because they understood what the teacher was teaching and knew how to do the questions, while i could only sit that like a fucking idiot with a mind full of question marks. Wow, big morale boost man.

Ok, i think i'm a little jealous that they're so studious. Ha.

I'm such a bad student. I should stop complaining and being lazy. I'm responsible for my own studies. If i dont do well, it's not anyone's fault but mine.

Sigh

All i must think of now should be my tests, and not about the arrival of Christmas, and how 2006 is coming to an end soon.

Ice-cream log cakes and new year resolutions, anyone?

When will i be able to go to the land of the rising sun? =/ Right now, i'll say the sun is setting on me.







Everyday, i keep wishing that i could bump into you...