Just to summarise what went on on Friday. My classmate, Jessica asked me to hang out with her. Well, i was kinda surprised but i agreed. Anyway, we have been classmates for about a year but don't really talk much to each other outside of school.
Met her at about 11.30 at Orchard. We went to get her stuff at Tangs. Then, we headed to Far East where she said she wanted to take neoprint pictures. For memory as we're graduating soon. I have to say Jess really loved taking pictures. Cause guess what? We didn't take the photos once, but thrice. And each of us spent $12 on the pictures. I very xim tia you know. After the 1st time, i could have rejected taking anymore but somehow, i couldn't and didn't dare to so. So ended up $12 spent on 3 sets of photos. *sigh* My gawd.. I normally take one time oso bu she de alr...
I feel like fasting for the next few days.
Here's some of the photos.
We went back to Bugis after that. To do her the favour, which is to help her get something from a shop where there is someone whom she didn't wanna see. Some misunderstanding btw them, from what i know. She passed me her Nets card for payment. Ok, to cut the long story short, i was a little embarassed after purchasing the stuff for her. Some problem with the card. In the end i had to go get cash from Jess and go back to the shop to pay. -_-''
After class, we went back to Orchard again. Went to 2cm. Jess is a regular costumer there. They call her whenever new stocks arrived. So i accompanied her there for quite a long time while she tried the stuff she wants. And ended up with a bill over a hundred bucks. Yeah, this girl is rich.
Anyway, Jess invited me to go to her cell group with her. At first i was like declining. Because i dont like to go to CGs. My parents has been asking me to go this CG with them but i refused. Anyway, Jess kept persuading me. I told her i didn't really feel like going and i don't have the mood. She then told me about how she became a Christian only this year, with the many difficulties in life she faced b4 coming to Christ, and how her whole live totally changed after having God in her life. I was quite surprised to know she only became a Christian this year. 'Cause she is someone who is very passionate for God from what i know. And i tot she may be like a long time Christian, like me.
Over dinner, she started telling me stuff about God. And i dont know why, but as she spoke, my eyes started to get teary. Because some stuff she said really hit a nail on my head. It was like, how my Christian life is now. Kinda drifting away from God, and not growing spiritually. I admit i've backslided recently. Then, i was tearing slightly over my plate of chicken rice. I dont know, but maybe i felt guilty because some stuff she said is true. I just felt something there and then. I know that might be God trying to convey something to me thru Jess. I tried to stop tearing, because i'm like 'man, i just wanna eat my chicken rice in peace'. Ha.
After eating, while we walked around, she was still asking me to go to her CG. She really wished that i would go. I was really hesistating. I was feeling lazy cause the CG is quite far. And i didn't wanna go mingle with a buncha peeps i don't know. On the other hand, i didn't wanna reject God again. Brushing him away when he's knocking on the door of my heart again. And also i didn't wanna disappoint Jess. U see, there is a reason why suddenly Jess and i are hanging out 2gether, becoming closer. And Jess asking me to CG. God must be using her to talk to me again. I dunnoe how to explain..
Anyway, at the Mrt station, i was still seriously hesistating. Then, i don't know why, but i went with her in the end. I tot i'll just go with her this time and check out how it will be. So i went and yada yada yada.. the CG was okay. People were quite friendly. But i'm not sure if i'll go again. (:
Was chatting abit with Jess about what we wanna do after our Os and stuff. I told her i wanted to go learn hip-hop dancing actually. And she said she wanted too. We can go learn together. Then we talked about the ambition to become a singer(haha) and stuff. We have quite alot in common. All the fun things we wanna learn and try out after Os. So we sorta make a pact and look for a job after the Os and then the dancing and singing. So many stuff. Cant wait. (:
Damn, it just makes me wanna go tw more. *sigh*. But now i just wanna gun down my Math. Do my VERY best. And voila, freedom once again. (:
Ganbatte neh. Wo ting ni.
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