There's heavy rain falling outside the window now. Strong winds just a couple of minutes ago. Shit, a lightning flashed across the sky. A loud thunder just sounded. I hate thunders. Scares me. But i'm all alone in the house now. Am blasting the my songs now. Drown out the silence in the house.

Have sch in the late afternoon. Don't know why but feelin' kinda moody. U know, sometimes u just feel this way for no reasons. Everything seemed okay just yesterday. I guess a little more excitement in life now can help. Life this year has been a little boring.

Wish i can take a trip outta Singapore. Maybe to aussie? (: Or to those European or American countries. London, Paris, Italy, LA? Know i'll never get the chance now. But i promise myself i will go to either of those countries in the future. Now, if only i can experience those sceneries and walks i've day dream of.

I don't know but i just can't explain what i'm feeling inside now. It's weird.






wishing... and hoping..